Next week is that dreaded C-word. I don’t celebrate it at all. For me it is time to myself. No going out, no enforced visits to the family. It is that one time where nearly everything shuts down and I am truly happy to just be in my space and just chillax!
Ok Ok! I am not gonna lie, I wish I was back here in Gambia. I went in March after a 28 year absence. My Mum has finally finished her house, so when I am earning I have a winter sun escape all lined up!
But it is ok, I’m not there yet, but I will be one day, So I am going to settle for being cosy at home, get some bits in to cook some good food, get out the special pyjamas that I will live in for Christmas & Boxing day and have the remote in a suitable position so that I don’t strain my fingers
…Checking the channels can be an ardous affair you know!
Well it is time to close the gates on 2014!
There have been highs and lows for which I am grateful, as it could have been worse if the news is anything to go by.
My crowdfunding campaign failed (booooooo!) ce la vie, I know the mistkes I made and I have to find my way forward into 2015 with a renewed focus to get back on track.
Did get a fabulous new haircut…as a courtesy makeover. From this….
I also made a brief TV appearance! My friend Karen sent me a picture courtesy of her TV!
In September I went along to Liberty of London’s Open Call with my Hats, There was a film crew there fiming for another series of the Channel 4 documentary ‘Liberty’s of London’ I was interviewed as well bt that didn’t make the cut…well my star shall shine in another way!
New Year resolutions! Well I have decided to make some, but not just for the new year, but just for my life.
I came across a great quote on Pinterest and it just sums up quite a bit.
On reflection of many things that happened this year, I actually cannot be surprised as I didn’t do this! It is one factor in the failure of my Indiegogo page and why my business is not more further along than it should be!
So what now?
I have given myself a resolution.
Own the decisions you make.
Stop thinking about the woman I should be…and be the woman I want to be.
If I choose not to look after my body it will be negatively affected….but if I do…
If I don’t put myself out there, then I won’t meet anyone…but if I do…
If I do not focus on my business and get it out there, it will fail…but if I do…
Nothing will change if I don’t start making the decisions and accepting the choices I make rather than wallow at the pity party. So it’s time to get my hat on and find out where the hell did I put my balls!
What are you gonna do?
Wishing you all happy holidays! Lets hope 2015 will be a better and brighter one for all of us!
Ciao for now!